The rain falls down around me, emptiness surrounds me.
Darkness settles on my soul, my mind consumed I cannot see.
I never thought that I could loose you, I dreamed you'd always be a friend.
But I guess I've really done it this time, could this really be the end?
But I guess I've really done it this time, could this really be the end?
I try to move on again but I think of you and fall back to my knees.
What else is left for me to say? I'm begging pretty please!
What else is left for me to say? I'm begging pretty please!
I know its all my fault and I only have myself to blame.
My actions left a hole in me full of misery and pain.
My actions left a hole in me full of misery and pain.
I don't know what ill do now, loosing a friend like you,
Its like I'm wandering through town looking for my lost left shoe.
Its like I'm wandering through town looking for my lost left shoe.
I stabbed you in the back with words, stuck a knife in my own heart.
I have tried to do my best but for our friendship there has been no new start.
I have tried to do my best but for our friendship there has been no new start.
I struck out in blind anger I never meant the words that I said.
Had I held my tongue and bit back my words our friendship would not be dead.
Had I held my tongue and bit back my words our friendship would not be dead.
But in a booming thunder swifter than a flash of lightning,
I dealt our friendship a fateful blow with words I now find frightening.
I dealt our friendship a fateful blow with words I now find frightening.
I struck out in a rage as if seized by a drunken fury,
I cut myself to the heart, my tears now dry and I'm left weary.
I cut myself to the heart, my tears now dry and I'm left weary.
I can't take back what I've done no more than I could freeze the sun
But if I could have just one more chance your friendship I would earn.
But if I could have just one more chance your friendship I would earn.
I've poured out my soul to you I lie here lifeless on the ground.
But I've inflicted wounds too deep and you only turn around.
But I've inflicted wounds too deep and you only turn around.
I'm left here to play the fool a clown with teardrops down my face
But your anger is justified by pain and I stand corrected in my place.
But your anger is justified by pain and I stand corrected in my place.
There is nothing left for me to say yet the scar still remains.
Loosing a friend like you has awoke me to the need to change.
Loosing a friend like you has awoke me to the need to change.
I tried to hold on too tight and all it did was make us fight.
Its all done and over now I was wrong and you were right.
Its all done and over now I was wrong and you were right.
You taught me a hard lesson one that I never will forget.
And if I ever get a second chance I can learn from it you can bet.
And if I ever get a second chance I can learn from it you can bet.
* in memory of a friend who taught me a lesson hard learned and whose memories I will cherish.
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